Pure
existence godbeing beyond the world’s godspace,
Self-existent
traveler through the quantum cosmos,
I
have come awake in this earthplanet dream.
Please
grant me an offering, something my heart knows is real.
I
lie in emptiness beyond human fate!
Quantum
cosmos! No one but me!
I
turn forever in the loops of pure knowing!
I
am the witness of a self-contained world!
Exultant
lover with no love to offer,
I
am a river with nowhere to go.
Palaces
are hovels on earthplanet plane.
I’ve
seen the truth where it never rains.
Hidden
Dragon! Sweep wide for living love!
Swallow
it deep into the belly of death!
This
cup is filled with love’s last illusion.
Drink
of its sweetness before coming for me!
Hidden
Dragon! Hidden Dragon! The fire is me!
Hidden
Dragon! Hidden Dragon! The fire is me!
Hidden
Dragon! Hidden Dragon! The fire is me!
You
have just consulted an oracle. What do you want? Is there a hidden desire
behind your question? Do you want knowledge, release from tension, or just a
graceful piece of writing that might make gentle an inner turbulence? All of
your aspirations are part of the human condition, but they cannot be fulfilled
within human life. No matter what you have done to address your longings, you remain
unresolved within your existential core. In accepting this uncertainty within
your being, you become capable of intimacy with spirit. The depth of the number
eleven prayer is uncontainable within human knowing; nevertheless, encapsulated
within its language is a seed of possible revelation once genuine intimacy
opens inside you.
By
drawing this prayer card, you are asking to be touched at this deep level where
a godbeing is seeking full entry into your life. This godbeing, which is your
core truth, is where the existential uncertainty lies. The identity you have
carried with you during your sojourn on earthplanet plane is a fiction of the
veil with which the godbeing conceals itself. Your life is being brought to a
point where the veil can be lifted and the godbeing’s existential condition can
be addressed through your human life.
Gradually,
as your heart opens through the spiritual energy sent to you by the godbeing,
quiet whisperings may stir you to seek greater intimacy with “God.” The veil
loosens. You may engage in various activities, including prayer, meditation,
pilgrimage, physical refinement, and other activities that would be unique to
your personal condition. Subtle realizations may draw you out of your mind into
the inner folds of being, giving you a taste of the field of reality, preparing
you for a full realization that you are the godbeing.
A
growing intimacy with your godbeing self may eventually penetrate into its
intimacy with the greater godbeing beyond (The Galactic Mind) on the next higher plane of pure
existence, out of which earthplanet plane manifests. Secrets stir within
secrets as the infinitude of the cosmic godspace dimensions becomes knowledge.
Layers unfold like delicate petals of a flower, giving intimations of love and
the intimacies that are the foundation of all existence. You are astonished to
find out what you are a part of. As you penetrate more deeply into the fabric
of your being, you may encounter the existential task of the greater godbeing,
of which your godbeing self is a part, and begin to sense what your role is
inside of its godbeing drama. From there you may be invited to drink from the
chalice of that knowledge and to take your stand on the platform of pure
existence, knowing nakedly that you are the greater godbeing’s attempt at a
solution to its existential dilemma. You will justify its existence if you are
capable of taking the next step. If you do, then, and only then, will you be
able to understand the reality of this prayer.