Pure
existence godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent
traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred
awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please
let me serve! The world’s pain needs relief!
How
can I continue to turn my eyes?
My heart
grieves! Why do they suffer?
I
cannot embrace all the world’s pain
But
my own illusions—these I surrender!
Hidden
Dragon! It is you who are mad!
The
world is your dream, shield of your fire!
What
does it mean to serve—one body, one mind?
Dispel
my illusions! That is all I ask.
Fire
of Life! Living Love! Truth for peace!
Fire
of Life! Living Love! Truth for peace!
Fire
of Life! Living Love! Truth for peace!
In
this prayer, there is a dramatic clash between human compassion and godbeing
intent, and there is no way to avoid it. If your question involves helping
other people, you are being asked to consider the incompatibility of human and
godbeing life. The most difficult task of undergoing transformation into a
godbeing is to watch the most cherished human values disappear into the fires
of pure existence. It is a sacrifice only a godbeing can make, and you cannot
resolve the paradox that you as a human being must make it. So, what to do? If
your desire for god union is real, then you must accept the conditions of
godspace life. There is more inherent satisfaction in living out of godspace
than in servicing the illusions of others, even when they suffer. Nothing
within the human condition can relieve its own suffering, and personal
satisfaction gained by compassionate action belies the real source of pain,
which is the existential confusion that defines the human experience. If you
are having trouble with this idea, look deeply into your resistance. There is
no greater relief (or greater loss) than being free of this confusion.