Pure
existence godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent
traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred
awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please restore my innocence in the joy
of sleep!
Free me from the sorrow of my illusions!
Free me from past and future thoughts!
Let the sweetness of love permeate my
being!
Grant me this prayer, then let me
forget!
Hidden Dragon! I disappear behind the
veils of waking!
No brooding mind will assault me here.
I do not want to know what will or will
not be.
Let me sleep again. Innocent
not-knowing.
Fire of Life! Fire of Life! No burdens
for me!
Fire of Life! Fire of Life! No burdens
for me!
Fire of Life! Fire of Life! No burdens
for me!
This prayer is a plea for
unconsciousness. Your awakening may be occurring too quickly. The human mind
slips between the folds of the veil and finds unprocessed energy from past
experiences. The weight of such experiences can overwhelm the mind and distort
its living processes. The veil itself is a changing energy field that houses
the consciousness of a godbeing. As the godbeing probes the veil, imparting to
it energy and intelligence, it engineers experiences for the personality that
will lead to the veil’s unwrapping, allowing the godbeing to step forth and
fulfill its purpose. This is a long process, extending far beyond the length of
individual lifetimes.
This prayer is a simple warning for you
as a personality not to process too deeply the shadowy components of the
personal life. Your life is just one stage of a process much more extensive
than you can see. The godbeing knows how to work its life through those
conditions, and you can never find the bottom of darkness. When you stir the
pot to relieve personal tensions, either through psychotherapeutic processes or
through spiritual techniques, you may loosen the veil too soon. Stir, but also
listen to your inner guidance. Remember, you don’t know how to do it. Personal
freedom is not the same as spiritual freedom, which only the godbeing imparts, and
it imparts it to itself.