18 Fear from Worldspace

Pure existence godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please hold me inside. Grant me freedom from fear!

Alone with myself, I can never fear.
You are my self, the source of life.
Hidden in the veils, I want to know who I am.
Embrace me! Unfold me! Your love is the proof!

Hidden Dragon! I acknowledge you!
You are the one alone, the one who can do it.
No veils, no magic, no hidden lord!
You are the raw truth with no self to cling to!

Fire of Life! Fire of Life! I am the ground state!
Fire of Life! Fire of Life! I am the ground state!
Fire of Life! Fire of Life! I am the ground state!

Boundaries make us feel safe. We have countries, homes and families. We have beliefs and interpretations of the world. If any of these core boundaries are threatened, we defend them with extraordinary means. You have drawn this card because you are being prepared to distance yourself from the defining boundaries of the human condition. The godbeing is coming closer into your life, and some of your identity is being shifted over to it. Fear may arise.

Thinkers in all ages have sought to define what it means to be human. None of these explanations, however, provide any real meaning because they are confined to the human mind, and, as we know from the way we define words, the human being cannot define itself. One step off earthplanet plane, however, will eliminate all necessity to define the human being. From this perspective, the human race is no longer a particular form of life working itself out within the context of planetary evolution; it is, instead the dream of a mighty godbeing, which is a collection of pure perception modules subsisting as a singularity in godspace.

There are occasions when you may be drawn out of worldspace into the knowing of the godbeing which is seeking entry into your particular module of perception. As part of its preparation of your vehicle to accept its reality, it will teach you the difference between the human and godbeing conditions. The godbeing knows what human life is. You as a human being do not know the conditions of a godbeing’s life. The first lesson is the gaining of perspective, which metaphorically is like an astronaut leaving the earth. Knowledge of godspace, however, is quite different from what the astronaut sees because the astronaut takes his human condition with him. You do not.

This knowledge of the godbeing’s reality will gradually transform your human condition into something that, unfathomably, will be able to accept this radical union. Any fears to be had in this process exist on both sides of the veil. Your human reality will undergo a change inconceivable from within the human condition, and thus you will look at what is coming in the same way you look at death. The godbeing will take on human limitations that will efface its security as a godbeing. Outside of worldspace, it knows it has eternal life and dwells within the grace of a greater godbeing. It knows that this greater godbeing manages its descent into human form from within its core of infinite intelligence. If you want to know the concerns of the godbeing, engage the prayer and immerse yourself in its reality.

As with all of these prayers, you are being asked to take in their energy and manifest for yourself the realities they depict. This particular prayer offers a lesson in perspective and stirs up the possibility that you might receive it. Is this knowledge something you want? For a meditation, you are asked to contemplate whether it is you or the godbeing who is playing with these prayers.

Advanced Commentary
Fear of reality is another quantum of experience manifested by Hidden Dragon as a particular realization. The only means by which this fear can reveal itself is through the acts of a godbeing living within the illusions of the human form. Reality-being-afraid-of -itself walks within the world only in order to be itself. Out of infinite experiential possibilities, fear-of-reality is what it is and cannot be something other than that; nevertheless, in the context of its worldspace reality, the voice that carries it naturally seeks to escape it.

In its desperation, the godbeing voice seeks to wrap itself in illusions about reality. “Alone with myself” is a belief that there is a redeeming self at its core that can act as a refuge from its fear. The other lines in this stanza are an adulation of this “self” as a petition for it to banish the fear that threatens to overwhelm it. In the last line, the godbeing voice reaches the peak of this illusion, namely, that love is its core self. “Your love is the proof!”

The most comforting illusion of the-voice-which-fears-its-own-existence is that love can save it. When it says to Hidden Dragon “I acknowledge you”, the voice realizes that it, as that-which-fears-its-own-existence, has manifested solely so that it can be just that. Having a place of refuge from that fear would run counter to what the manifestation can only be. In other words, there can be no refuge. In this final stanza, Hidden Dragon harvests the experience of reality-being-afraid-of-itself. The voice’s final recognition that “You are the raw truth with no self to cling to” is the essence of the fear pure existence has of itself. This realization is the fear. Fear of pure existence is the ground state of this particular godseed.