Pure
existence godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent
traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred
awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please
purge me of sin! Purify the stains!
It
must be sin itself, nothing specific.
My belly
and my bones burn with this guilt.
Love’s
tenderness alone can melt the shame.
Oh,
mother, why me! Oh, mother! Oh, mother!
Hidden
Dragon! Love has hard bristles!
Is
this why I hide? Afraid to be fathomed?
I
cannot unfold unless my house is cleaned.
You
are the serpent! Cast me out! Let me in!
Fire
of Life! Fire of Life! Burn from within!
Fire
of Life! Fire of Life! Burn from within!
Fire
of Life! Fire of Life! Burn from within!
The
secrets of godspace are not easily sought. You have nothing to guide you but
your own desire. Behind the veil, however, hidden from view within the
emptiness of godspace, there is a sober knowing that imbues your actions with
powers and limitations. If you seek the doorway into godspace realities, you
must depend upon its intelligence to take you there, accepting as part of a
godbeing’s intent the discomforts of your particular life. Guilt is a condition
of worldspace. Within the eye of a godbeing, everything is whole. No action is
judged right or wrong.
The
mysteries of existence are shielded by a godbeing’s intent just as they are
released by that intent. As you contemplate the question that drew you to this
prayer, accept your personal anguish as a life condition that arises out of
your godspace core. Your absolute self is a godbeing of the quantum cosmos. It
is manifesting in you certain life conditions as a platform for its emergence
onto earthplanet plane. Its life in you will be the acting out of godseeds
vibrating in its godspace core. Only a godbeing's infinite intelligence can
manifest the precise conditions required for those godseeds to manifest. Within
worldspace, guilt is painful. It is real only in the context of a godbeing’s
intent.
Advanced Commentary
The voice in the first stanza of this
prayer is suffering one of the most debilitating conditions of the human
experience. By pleading with its godbeing reality, the human voice asks it to
erase the stain of guilt. The godbeing, by taking on the human voice and making
it its own, wants to step into human existence through one of the most
difficult doors available to it. This movement is its purpose for entering the
world.
In the second stanza, the godbeing
evaluates the “sin” condition. It does not identify with it; instead, it
contemplates sin as a challenge which needs to be met. From the human point of
view, guilt is intolerable; from the godbeing point of view, it is a human
reality that needs understanding. As the godbeing begins to feel what guilt is,
it calls in vain upon a mother’s love for relief.
In the Hidden Dragon stanza, the godbeing
is recognizing what it takes to have its house, its human form beset by guilt,
cleansed for its entry. And it requires more than a mother’s love. In order for
the godbeing to enter, it must recognize know how deeply guilt disturbs the
human experience. At this point, the godbeing faces a terrible paradox: it wants
to be free of human guilt, but it also
wants to fulfill its purpose, which is to enter the human form with guilt in
place. Beset with this irreconcilable reality, the godbeing begins to “burn
from within.” This seed out of which the
godbeing is living actually has nothing to with taking on guilt; its seed is
the absorption of its godbeing condition back into the fire of life. Such had
been its reality all along. Confrontation with guilt has been merely that
means.
Another godseed possibility manifesting
from the Dragon.