The words in your question resonate within your mind and heart, but they have their origin within the Mystery Room. If you can peel away the mental and emotional content of your question, then your thoughts can reveal their godbeing content. By engaging this Fire of Life prayer, you will be unwrapping your question from its human conditioning.
The Fire of Life prayers arise out of the mystery itself unsheathed from human life. Although they refer to the situations that bring you to them, they require knowledge of godspace in order to be fathomed. Solutions to human problems do not lie in human knowledge. This paradox of knowledge is real, and you cannot escape it, for you and the prayers are reflections of each other within a single, “I exist” singularity loop. That is the true nature of godspace.
You consult the prayers in order to experience your godbeing life. You succeed with them only because you are already leading a godbeing life. Thus you can trust the longings that bring you to the prayers because they arise out of your godbeing life, which is eventually to speak from inside your personal life as the original condition and to express the reality of all godbeings seeking to enter earthplanet plane. Any words arising unencumbered by human travail will resonate with godbeing truth. No mind is required in order to know what they mean.