Pure
existence godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent
traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred
awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please
grant me fine vision, the sight that knows!
My
mind has voices, present and past,
Cries
for attention that defy the truth.
Open
the portals of vision and mental refinement,
The
sharpness of discernment, the silence of knowing!
Hidden
Dragon! Unweave the threads!
Lay
them out to see on the plane of illusion!
Show
me the subtle shades of nothing become something!
I
will test The Real, play the game!
Fire
of Life! Fire of Life! Every thread clear!
Fire
of Life! Fire of Life! Every thread clear!
Fire
of Life! Fire of Life! Every thread clear!
The
mind craves satisfaction. Inside every thought, every apprehension of sense,
and every wave of emotion, there is a longing that reaches all the way into
godspace, where the original intent is always stirring. By drawing this prayer,
you are asking that this longing find fulfillment. You are no longer satisfied
with the superficial aspects of life. The infinitude of worldspace no longer
deceives you.
If
you are free in your heart, you can put aside your human limitations and take
on the mantle of a godbeing gazing into the fire of life. As the master of
illusion, you can explore the subtle fabric of godspace as it manifests into
worldspace. From beyond earthplanet plane, you can become a cosmic artist and
draw upon life-giving powers to manifest seed realities that have never lived
before. What diabolical glee will possess you as you contemplate the power of
godbeing actions unfettered by the illusions of a veiled world! Who will you
become, then, godbeing dreamer, in your godspace field, when you realize that
there are infinite seed possibilities to dream with? Will you wish to be mortal
again, loving in the face of death, desiring again to be what you already know
is not enough? What is this paradox that neither human nor godbeing life can
resolve? How can you play The Real for real?
These
questions are always living within you, whether you are immersed in worldspace
or whether you live in the eternal vision of a godspace dreamer. Your human
life is the essence of these questions in motion. If you wish to activate the
vision of this prayer, you are asking for the opportunity to know who you are
from a godbeing’s point of view. Since the human and godbeing points of view
are incompatible, you will have to find a solution to the paradox that neither
point of view is satisfying without the other. If you accept this vision as a
life purpose, your human life will become real.
Advanced Commentary
This voice wants illusion and truth to be
the same. It asks first for “fine vision” in order to transcend the limiting
perceptions of the mind and see through the illusion that is the foundation of
human experience. It wants to retain its human voice while cognizing that for
which no human vision can be adequate. It wishes to be cosmic without losing
its human perspective.
In order to achieve this new state of its
existence, the voice is willing to surrender the foundation structures of the
mind – “voices, present and past,” which are the threads of thought that link
all of its experiences into an individualized being. It is even willing to
surrender the most satisfying condition its existence, a mind that strives to
transcend limitations. Its dilemma, however, is that its desire can only be
defined by the limitations of its human perception. It wants “portals of
vision” through which it can see “the silence of knowing.”
In its appeal to Hidden Dragon, which is
the only source through which this desire can be fulfilled, it wants to retain
its boundaries but wants them to be translucent. In this way, it can “play the
game,” which is to dance precariously upon the human illusions that define it.
It wants to test itself in the context of “The Real.”
Through this desire, the human voice can
no longer be considered just human. Its ultimate power, which lies in its
having “every thread clear,” can only mean that Hidden Dragon is playing with
itself. The godseed in this prayer allows both the human being and the godbeing
to dance the one dance.