52 Integrating Internal Polarity

Pure Existence Godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please, help me balance my inner life!

I want to be both strong and tender.
No illusions, please, just the truth.
If I let go, there is no one to save me.
How can I be my own safety net?

Hidden dragon! Unfold the folds!
Nothing travels outside the veil.
You are it. There is no one to balance.
Just mountains and caves and flowering plains.

Living Love! Fire of Life! Without a doubt!
Living Love! Fire of Life! Without a doubt!
Living Love! Fire of Life! Without a doubt!

The voice of your mind is falsely taking credit for the question you are asking. Stop and listen. Even if you are asking a “spiritual” question, your mind has subtle ways of linking it to issues that require action in the world. But who is the one peering out from behind your thoughts, seeking to approach the world on its terms, ignoring the mind noise that drives your confusion? Look closely at the question that brought you to this prayer. It came from an “I exist” godbeing probing your reality to find a place into which to insert its reality. In the two layers, you will find a polarity of strength and vulnerability. Probe the vulnerability portion of the question and release the godbeing core that drives it. If you can do this, you will penetrate one layer of the veil and move closer to the fire of life.

The folds of the veil have two components. One is a darkening influence that shields the godbeing from the absolute fires of pure existence (Hidden Dragon!) and in the process generates the illusion of personhood, which is you. The other is a vulnerability that draws your personhood deeper into your heart in search of the living love tenderness of the godbeing. The internal polarity arises from the illusion that you and the godbeing are separate and distinct. From your human point of view, you are the seeker of solace within the grace of an imagined other. The godbeing, the real being, seeks from you an entrance into earthplanet plane, from where it can act out its godbeing truth. The integration of these polar realities is the task life has set out for itself.