52 Integrating Internal Polarity
Pure Existence Godbeing in my own awake space,
Self-existent traveler through the quantum cosmos,
Stirred awake as I dream, I know you are real!
Please, help me balance my inner life!
I want to be both strong and tender.
No illusions, please, just the truth.
If I let go, there is no one to save me.
How can I be my own safety net?
Hidden dragon! Unfold the folds!
Nothing travels outside the veil.
You are it. There is no one to balance.
Just mountains and caves and flowering plains.
Living Love! Fire of Life! Without a doubt!
Living Love! Fire of Life! Without a doubt!
Living Love! Fire of Life! Without a doubt!
The
voice of your mind is falsely taking credit for the question you are asking.
Stop and listen. Even if you are asking a “spiritual” question, your mind has
subtle ways of linking it to issues that require action in the world. But who
is the one peering out from behind your thoughts, seeking to approach the world
on its terms, ignoring the mind noise that drives your confusion? Look closely
at the question that brought you to this prayer. It came from an “I exist”
godbeing probing your reality to find a place into which to insert its reality.
In the two layers, you will find a polarity of strength and vulnerability. Probe
the vulnerability portion of the question and release the godbeing core that
drives it. If you can do this, you will penetrate one layer of the veil and
move closer to the fire of life.
The
folds of the veil have two components. One is a darkening influence that
shields the godbeing from the absolute fires of pure existence (Hidden Dragon!)
and in the process generates the illusion of personhood, which is you. The
other is a vulnerability that draws your personhood deeper into your heart in
search of the living love tenderness of the godbeing. The internal polarity
arises from the illusion that you and the godbeing are separate and distinct.
From your human point of view, you are the seeker of solace within the grace of
an imagined other. The godbeing, the real being, seeks from you an entrance
into earthplanet plane, from where it can act out its godbeing truth. The
integration of these polar realities is the task life has set out for itself.
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What Are the Fire of Life Prayers?
The 58 Fire of Life Prayers came to me over a two week period. I wrote them down as they appeared in my mind. The commentaries came later. Together they are an expression of the mystery which resides in all human beings as undefined and absolute. In these prayers, this increment of the absolute spirit is referred to as a godbeing.
These prayers are intimate "negotiations" between the human being and the absolute spirit for exploring the mysteries of existence. They represent the forging of identities which will define how the undefined walks through the world in human form.
Each of the prayers is addressed directly to a godbeing by a particular human voice which has gained, with certitude, knowledge that the godbeing exists and which struggles to integrate this certitude with the suspected realization that when the godbeing fully incarnates, its human voice may cease to exist. As a whole, they express this negotiation on a quantum level, which is that territory where human and absolute spirit can intimately interact. I call that territory the quantum cosmos. The quantum cosmos is where real events occur. The voices in these prayers all rise from the quantum cosmos. --John Lentz